KaY's Journal

11:54AM - last entry as KrOx

...hey all...I have a new account on Deadjournal so anyone still interested in what I have to say, ask me what that username is ...L8rz!

9:02AM - been a while huh!!

Well needless to say I'm back at my house by now, the air's running, went down the shore,band camp's over & now there's only a week left til school starts.I'm kinda glad but I'm not about the classes--just a few people.
So yea, Friday night I went with mommy & daddy to MaMa RoSa'S for dinner when my cell rings & it's ricky askin if I wanna go to a show (but i had plans with Carl) so I asked if ricky minded if he comes too. Then, ricky comes on his bike to the restaurant & we chat, and finalize plans. I go back in and finish dinner & we go to pick up carl. On the way home ricky calls & says there was no show after all so we go get dvd's at BbV.We "watched" Jay & Silent Bob (lol)& then he had to go.
The next day,we make plans to go bowling so we do just that. About halfway thru the nite Chaz & his friend from CA show up. We chat for a little bit, play pool, and then they leave. So me, stef,carl n logan go to the snackbar.
His dad comes in & we're all talkin & then dana comes so we're about to leave. We're in front of the bowling alley, full moon, it's drizzling a little & we're standin ther face to face. He kisses me then looks me in the eye & says 'let's just go out rite now' & i'm like 'yea' & he goes 'you want to?' & I relay with the same thing & then bam...lol we both say yea (kinda a stumbly way to do it but i'm stupid over my words sometimes with him it's crazy!)Anywho -- so that's how it happened & that nite we talked for HoUrS on the tele.
Next day, mommy-daddy-stef-& i went to columbus.There was this kik ass white tiger striped rug ther & me n stef think 'o0o0 adam's bday' but we had no $$ by this time and we got the guy to bring the price from $50-$15...hehehe but we're goin bak to get it. I got an orange spike cartlidge earring, safety pins,a bazooka bubble gum tin lunchbox(kiks ass as a purse mite i add!)and ::shhh:: a butterfly knife...lol.
So anyways we take a walk when we get home cuz mama went postal on me again. Carl n logan were goin ther 2 skate so we met up w/ em. blablabla...we come back to swim,etc...blablabla..mom gets even more insane but QuieTly til they leave...blablabla...sleep.
LoL.so that's the quik rundown of what i'm up to...ricky's show is gonna kik ass
(sept. 7, robbinsville elks, $7,5-10pm)
^ for any1 interested!!
I'll wrap this up so ...
.+.You cant fully appreciate the sweet til u've tasted the sour.+.
<3KaTe

Current mood: calm

Current music: ''that 80's cd''....mmm..my mix...hehe

12:37PM - .+.HoTtNeSs .+.

Well let's get you all up to speed with my weekend. After the picnic, we all really started to feel the heat. Turns out the central air broke down completely so it was unbearable. Just my family's luck to have it happen to us during the heatwave of the hottest summer in years.
Yesterday, didn't do much sitting home though. Me,mommy,& daddy went to see 'M. Night Shayamalan's...SiGnS.' Personally, I think that it was pretty good for what it was. Scared me a few times..LoL. Anywayz,after that we went home for about an hour but it only got hotter in there so we went to Maneta's for dinner. Came back home for about a half hour & then went over aunt Jeanie's.After about 2 hours, Arliss/Sex & the city (lol) we went back home for about 5 minutes before coming over to gram Wood's to crash even though her house is hot all year round but at least she has working air conditioners. So that's what's goin on and what's been goin on with me. Nothing too major or anything but it kinda put a damper on my weekend since I couldn't be in the house for very long to make plans and such.
So I'm here at gram's house & she comes home tonite from the shore & in a few minutes, I'm prolly gonna go over to Dana's place cuz around 3 me,her,Adam,Dave,Kevin,& Ryan are gonna hit the 'el cine' lol. Which should be cool since we haven't chilled since she left for Tuckahoe. Next week is when I take my annual trip to Sea Isle City & sometime during that week I'm goin to LBI to Stef's beach house so I'm AnXiOusLy awaiting that!! hehehe.
Summer is slowly winding down so that means there's only like weeks of freedom before we all gotta get into the swing of school again. ::sigh:: Well I think I'm gonna jet for now but I'll write sometime soon..hopefully from my newly re-air~conditioned house!
...+...GoodBye & have a pleasant tomorrow!!...+...
KaTe

Current mood: calm

Current music: none-Watching Jerry McGuire

6:24PM - .+.*.+.SiGh.+.*.+.

Well hello again world..
What a great day to be antisocial--
sun shining, birds singin, my dad havin a picnic downstairs. Yea like I just TOLD myself I'd be antisocial today.I don't get it--I know that a lot of people my age(espcially these days)feel this exact same way with 'no explanation for it' but I can't help wondering why. It's like the only thing I wanna do today is lock myself in my room with the lights off, watch countless movies, & play video games til I fall asleep & with as less contact with others as possible. I mean I could carry some conversations online but I just wanna be by myself when it comes down to it. ::Long sigh:: yea I realy wish I knew what my deal is but I'll just play Mancala Snails & listen to 96.5 for now. I don't wanna be forced to talk to people I see once in a blue moon just cuz it's courteous.And another thing, I'm dizzy as hell for no reason & my knee hurts like hell ...for no reason. So I'll just confine myself to the upstairs until my whole house is cleared out or until I fall asleep...Gotta cut it short...I know I'm not makin sense.
~~~TtFn~~~
<3KaTe

1:35AM - ..+..ToUcH mE bAbY TaiNtEd LoVe..+..

Can it realy be possible that it's finally happened? Am I so into someone that I can't find the words to write in a simple random e-mail? And if the aforementioned is true, why (in our entire friendship) haven't I realy felt like this? Maybe it's the simple fact that I know there's gonna be something more in the near future.
Yes, it's true, Kay has another crush--maybe since I know it's mutual I'm not tryin to deny it. In any case, everyone please keep your fingers crossed 4 us! Let's just pray I'm not just bein stupid/naive about this whole thing.
p.s~~.+.V & L-E I'll keep ya posted at camp!!.+.
so today I went to the Delaware River with my chikky Steph & tubed/water-skiied(tried to)/swam~~SO much fun :-D...I also now have DARK brown/reddish plum hair thanks to my spontaneous dye purchase...but I quite like it so it's not that bad!!Hm..Tonite online I was reading away messages & I stumbled across Chaz's which had some shocking news...Judy with an i... passed this morning...
:'-( R.i.P JuDi--YoU'LL nEvEr bE FoRgOtTeN
So the day has been full of stuff both actually & emotionally but since it's 2AM I'm at a slight loss of words...
til next time
"GoOdNiTe & hAvE a pLeAsAnT 2MoRo"
.+.*.+.KaTe.+.*.+.

Current mood: contemplative

Current music: "Tainted Love" by: SofTceLL {in memory of Judi}

12:03AM - .+.CoMe oN EiLeEn.+.

Hey...
Okay I'm not going into detail but the first statement in my journal happened in the past 2 days...but I realize have been happening for a long time now--almost all summer. Here, without dropping names--let me reflect.
Vanity & I once agreed that we have changed so much since the summer started but it's not realy in a bad way cuz we don't mind it. I've changed as a person & a lot of the people who used to be my very close friends in the past years, I have found that they're quite shallow, petty, etc. Don't get me wrong, I have quite a few who I can definitely say I'm gonna be friends with for years to come but the ones that I more-or-less lost ... were the ones I would've once never seen myself without. To quote classic Blink--"Well I guess this is growing up"-! So very true. Times change,people change,people stay the same but the world keeps turning & as long as you have a good head on your shoulders you'll make it in life.
There are many different reasons why we don't speak anymore...not many fites--just discommunication even when I try to contact them..they're too busy to even talk to me...whether they're waiting for their bf to call or not in the mood to talk--I used to think that I was bein a nag but now I realize that I needed people who appreciated when I did things like that. The people that I surround myself with (some of them I've been friends with for a while) now are those kinds of people. They're definitely closer to me than most people--they're my chosen family...and I love them for it! I realized that many of those girls are still stuck in the freshman year mentality while I'm quickly growing & adjusting to my world through the years. That's fine tho.. they can go and rely on their boyfriends to give meaning to their lives, they can go and gossip so much that their teeth fall out, they can go spend all their money at the mall because they think it realy matters what they wear all the time more than it matters to be a good person, they can go and talk about someone just cuz they follow the beat of their own drummer,they can go do somethin cuz 'everyone's doing it'...these are the kinds of people they'll attract & when they finally grow up they'll realize that these aren't real people but it'll already be too late.
I was once one of these girls...but I didn't know any better, I had tunnel vision -- I don't quite know the exact time I was cured of it but I've been thankful ever since.
Anyway...I can honestly say that I am sublimely happi with the outcomes of the (good & bad)decisions I've made because they have helped make me the person that I am today.
Been writin for about 40minutes now but I don't mind gettin my thoughts/feelings out--freedom of speech rite? although someone once told me that that doesn't apply to you until you turn 18--interesting...well you know wut if i'm breakin a law then so be it..hehe.
I'm leavin u now--I'll be back some other day!!
<3KaTe

12:54AM - .+.ZiGgY pLaYeD GuiTaR.+.

Yes...now that being said--let's get to my entry...
Today I thought I would be sitting home all nite tonite but then I was told about a special engagement of Austin Powers:Goldmember tonite so I rounded some people up and saw it. It was a pretty good movie since it was a sequel..nonetheless, Mike Meyers is awesome I think..lol
Well, I got home to my sleeping parents and had a discussion with my friend about what has been aling him lately...I'm realy glad that my friends choose me to confide in --means alot guys realy ...
I LOVE YOU.So hopefully I can help him with his problem the best I can & yea I'm gonna try my hardest!
I don't blame anyone if they never post comments in my journal--these thoughts are realy just my way of getting my feelings out there in case I don't write a poem coinciding with it. Havent written too many lately but that'll soon change I think.
I've been analyzing things alot lately...
I realize I'm not the same person I started high school as. Both intellectually and physically--bah, growing up...Don't we wish we could stay 5 yrs. old & carefree forever...
Anywayz...this is both a good and a bad thing cuz I'm not the same person, but I find that I'm more enlightened and a better ME than I was before & that is thanks in large part to my best chik :-D
Although she's got alot on her mind at the moment I think she knows she can tell me anything & everything.
These past two years have been real eye-openers for me..full of experiences,changes,etc. some good-some bad but I know that it's all part of the grand scheme, fate,etc..& like it's said in Vanilla Sky..
"You can't really appreciate the sweet unless you've experienced the sour"..soo very true.
I just mite be a little before my time for some stuff--let me reflect & explain--
Tonite at the movie there were some jokes about stuff that, in 1975, people would've gotten but it didn't seem like too many people did tonite. LoL.. well when I found myself laughing at a song lyric from the Osmonds & noone else was laughing with me--god I felt ancient & the funniest thing is that song's not even at my time! And now I mostly listen to 80's music...god I should just step rite back on that damn time machine I came from huh..lol
Anywayz--moving on--last nite I was told about that asteroid that was gonna hit earth in 17 years...and I wasn't even worried.I was just like 'well if it's meant to be it'll be' let's just hope that I get some good livin years til then..cuz really--why live in fear ..that isn't living..we FORGET to live if we live in fear & really that's no life at all.hehehe o DeAr I think I might've lost some of you at that last statement which is a sign I've been writing for quite a while..and it's late.
I'll wrap this up with my "final thought" ..kinda like a Jerry Springer deal...
aLtHoUgH mOsT oF uS FeaR ReJeCtIoN & fEaR cHaNgE wE aRe LeFt wiTh thAt NaGgiNg 'what if' FeeLiNg iF wE dOnT Do SoMeThiNg We'Re mEanT 2 & tHeRe MiTe NoT bE TiMe "ToMoRrOw" tO Do iT CuZ u NeVeR kNoW wHaT tHe FuTuRe iS GoNnA hAvE iN sToRe fOr yOu. So iF yOu nOrMaLLy ProCrAsTiNaTe dUe tO FeAr iT's TiMe To BiTe tHe BuLLeT & FaCe uR FeAr...bEtTer 2 HaVe iT OuT tHeR tHaN KiLL uRsELf WiTh tHe 'WhAt iF' FoReVeR.
TiL NeXt TiMe...TaKe CaRe Of UrSeLf...& EaCh OtHeR
<3KaTe

Current mood: content

Current music: BoDyGuArD by:Paul Simon & CaLL mE by:Blondie

7:20PM - .+.tHe DaY DiDn'T gO aS i pLaNnEd BuT....+.

Okay children..first of all I suppose I should start this entry with...I feel much better than I did before :-D.
Friday I slept over Steph's place and we watched movies,went online & around like midnite..snuck out to meet our friend Vince for about a half hour.
Woke up around 9:30 to get ready for the show in Delran but plans were somewhat altered so we never got to go to that.Kinda bummed about that but it's okay.Steph and I decided the nite before to make wrist/armbands out of old socks (sounds ghetto but they turned out awesome!)so we kept ourselved busy.
So after we found out there was no way we could get a ride,we decided to walk over to the Ames shoppig center just to get outta her house. Went into Risoldi's & bought some strawberries & whipped cream and were on our way to Slacks...but we got side tracked by the China Buffet so $6.95 and a whole lotta food later, we were on our way to Jess's. We chilled ther for a while playin video games and then we went over to Colleen's. Her and Michelle were there so we all just went on her trampoline, chatted, listened to music n steph and I had a 'Royal Rumble' on the tramp. We left there around 9:45 and my rents dropped steph & jess off at home & we went home. I went to sign online when the doorbell rang and my mom said it was for me. I open the door and Bill,Pat & Steph are there so we just hang out for about an hour before they get picked up. Around 11 is when I finally got changed and went downstairs where my brothers,my rents,and a buncha their friends were watchin the fite,drinkin,& just chit-chattin.Anthony & I took a shot together & then I had some Captain Morgan while he had some more or less stronger stuff. Came upstairs with a VERY slight buzz & chatted with people online. When there weren't too many people on, I decided to go back downstairs to see wut every1 was up to.Same thing was happenin so I just stayed down ther to chat with my brother who shared another shot with me.We were watchin classic SNL for a while and then the only people left were a few of my brother's friends,my brothers and my rents. Now while I don't drink on a regular basis, I always seem to take stuff to the next level so I kept doin shots of Seagram's VO with Mike.God do I regret that! A few minutes later, my mom was like 'Kate don't drink that you're gonna throw up' but since it had never happened before I figure one more wouldn't hurt. That last one did me in cuz i was sooo damn dizzy & stumbly, so I just went upstairs, took a shower, and layed in bed watchin Man on the Moon.Maybe like a half an hour into it I just start 'gettin sick' outta nowhere all on my bed/sheets.Took all my sheets off of the bed and put em in the hallway & passed out. When I woke back up, I didn't feel bad at all & then I went downstairs & got scolded for last nite & told that I wouldn't ever be allowed to drink like that again.This isn't a tragedy by any means...cuz I don't plan on it.So today I stayed in all day with a pounding headache online, gettin mocked out for my irrisponsible actions. I guess we all haveta learn our lessons in our own way--oh dear well now that that's over, I'm glad I feel better :-D.
So my 5AM mornings of staying online are now going to haveta be shortened to like 1 cause Ant's home from his vacation :-\..oh well, maybe I'll find other stuff to do during the day that'll make me tired enuf to go to bed earlier..lol..Oo0o0o There's an Adam Sandler/Chris Farely MoViE mArAtHoN on now so I think in a little bit I'll go watch it! :-D hehehe..
Alrite then kiddies I'm gonna wrap this up with
.+.aLcOhOL=PuKiNg=sMeLLy MeSs=NoBoDy LiKeS yOu.+.
~Adam Sandler "the wedding singer"
How very true...whew love you all!
<3KaTe

Current mood: exhausted

Current music: "OnE wAy Or aNoThEr" ~ bLoNdiE

12:40AM - .+.*.+.ToDaY.+.*.+.

Today was uneventful...didn't get out of the house til at least 6. Then went off 2 Ricky's party. Had a pretty good time just chillin over ther.So that's basically what's goin on with mee.

.+. ThOuGhTs .+.
I'm in that mood again--this time it's fickle. Like one second I'm all happi-go-lucky & the next I don't want to do anything,see anyone,etc..I feel so :-\ bLaH I'm tryin sooo hard to fight it & I might be workin.I'll let you know if I succeed.
So I've basically figured out that I'm destined 2 mess up all of my relationships for 1 reason or another..but fuk relationships...that's another thing that's puttin me under.
Once again, I'm by myself...noone's home..noone's ever home. My parents barely see me nowadays...either I'm out or they're out--my mother screams at me on the phone then turns around & apologizes for it a second later--I don't know if I can put up with much more of that...I think it mite be improving tho~~I pray it is. You gotta forgive me I'm in a wierd mood rite now I don't think anyone really is gonna understand~ I'll be better tomorrow..hopefully.
Til next time,
<3KaTe

Current mood: blah

11:57AM - +*++*+SuMmEr DaZeD+*++*+

Been quite a while huh. Okay so I'm feelin so great rite now :-D. Summer's goin realy well & I'm glad.
The last couple days I've been chillin with Jess,Dana,Dave,Adam &Steph who all just RoCk :-D & we have non-stop kick-ass times!!Yesterday, Jess & I went over 2 Colleen's place where we went 2 get pizza at Massimo's (scary old men were beepin! ahhh..hehe)went 2 CVS w/ Tabatha,drew some pictures,went on the trampoline,watched "Full Frontal Fashion" hehe, & just chilled& talked. Joe came over a little later & Ricky, a little later than him--it was definitely somethin I wouldn't mind doin more often. So today is a 'stay in and clean' day & tonite I'mma go chill with V !Tomorrow is Ricky's party which is supposed 2 be like REALY FUN so we'll see. Thank God there's another show comin up on Saturday, I've been missin my shows lately :-\..hehe okay so now the somewhat personal stuff...
The Friday nite plans never happened. I wouldn't say I got stood up since we never even made a definite movie time so..blah. He apologized for that & we mite go 2 Freehold mall & movies this friday...I'm not gonna hold my breath tho--I'll just be settin myself up 2 be pissed off.
Guys definitely are wierd with their feelings--towards me at least.One second they're into me, the next they dont talk to me & they just wanna be friends.Just when I rule them out as a 'no chance in hell again' what do they do? Yea they come rite back with it. This is 1 of the reasons why I'm single...cause just as confusing as guys think girls are, yea, same with girls.Besides, I haven't found anyone who I can honestly say I'd like to go out with. Well, besides my friend...but see he's a kick ass friend & while he WouLd be a good bf... nope, not even gonna think about that.
I completely LOVE havin guy friends, but I don't like it when I'm walkin down the street or in a park with me & just my guy friend and automatically "omg u like him" or "o so he's ur bf" NO... I just have 2 older brothers so I don't MIND chillin with guys.bLaH..hehe..sorri had 2 get that out. So yes, Miss Kay is single & will probably be for quite a while. I mean sure I'll date, but I'm not gonna just settle..been there-done that..not my thing. Enuf of this...
I'm supposed 2 be goin 2 Oxford/the movies with my other guy friend sometime next week & chill with another one sometime soon..we'll see tho, I'll keep ya posted about my little unfolding soap-opera.
...So yea, summer started off kick ass, slowed down slightly, but picked right back up again with shows,parties,chillin,etc. :-D :-P :-D
Well I'll wrap this ^ so ,come back soon 4 more updates!!
<3KaTe

Current mood: content

Current music: MoTiVaTe Me ~Good Charlotte

2:22PM

Well Kaitlynn's coming over in a little bit so to kill some time lemme tell ya what's been up with me...
Monday, I kept my word & started my working out. I called up Kait and we went for a lenghty bikeride. First, we got her tires filled up then went over to 711 for some energy drinks but since none of them were in bottles we were gonna just get a gatorade til we found "eL ToRo LoCo" and on the top it said "insane energy" and hey since it was in a bottle, we bought it. Tasted really wierd but we continued on our trek. While we were in the store we were talkin about goin to Mercer County park so we took a backway and these like country field roads --and got to the park. We then decided to ride the backtrails and we stumbled upon the lake. Us, having random minds, decided to go rent a paddleboat but since we knew the person who worked there we got it for free. After a while of paddlin,sittin,layin,scopin n tannin...we finish up our trek. Let me tell you it was an awesome but exhausting time and the heat didn't aid this much either. So when we got to her house we fell in the pool, and ended it with milk,cookies, & the Simpsons. I left around 11 and came home.
Tuesday, I had some visitors, we swam and then after dinner & waxing (hehe)I went to V's to chill & check out our pix (the ones that came out rocked ! hehe)I loved chillin last nite cuz with her workin & other stuff it seemed like sooo long since the last time we did. We then went out on her porch in the rain & had a chik chat..and V, don't worri, I don't think what you find attractive in guys is wierd..just--different. So yes, now I have some kick ass pix & I feel a billion times better than I did before! :-D
I'm kinda nervous about my weekend cuz on Friday, I'm gonna go to the movies to meet up with some1 I haven't seen in like a year and I dunno..Not really sure what to expect exactly--Oh well, I'll be fine cuz I'm gonna have some other pplz ther.
Well I'm off cuz Kait'll be here in a little bit & Oh DeAr ...I just got invited to go to the movies..I'll run it by her...but til next time...
LiVe, LoVe & LeAve HaVe...
"aBsOLuTeLy No ReGrEtS" --MaDoNnA (yummy!)
<3KaTe




I'm Vintage Madonna, who are you? Madonna Quiz by Turi.

Which Royalty Are You? Find out! By Nishi.

Current mood: ecstatic

Current music: MiSc. oN tHe RaDiO sTaTiOn 96.5 THE POINT

2:53PM - ..DoEsNt FeeL LiKe A SuNdAy...

Hey all...
It doesn't quite feel like a Sunday today, more like an endless Saturday...
Today I'm going to my baby cousin MaCkEnZiE's birthday party.Family,baby gifts, oohz n ahhz,etc. Then I'm goin a few blocks up to my friend Adam's party which is gonna be kool cuz once again I get to spend time with my NhS crew :-D.
Yesterday I watched nine MILLION movies (spiderman,vanilla sky,when harry met sally,oceans eleven,sleepless in seattle,etc.)so I didnt get out much.Basically stuck at home with my irritable mother all day--and yea I admit we got on each other's nerves REAL fast. I tidied up my room but it was SOOO hot in ther so thank God V called cuz I think it saved my sanity (the small amount that I have left)but I was in the shittiest/bitchiest mood and it was in no way meant to be that way towards her so this is an extended apology for that!!
Alrite so lately I can't help but thinkin about relationships for some reason. Or my lack there of.But I don't wanna once-again get into that.
This week is gonna be the start of :
"KaY's HaRdCoRe WoRkOuT dAyS"
I realy want to get in shape and also, whenever I'm done workin out I feel a billion times better about myself, the day, everything.Not doing this for anyone but myself..wanna make that perfectly clear. So yes, the strict workout/healthy sessions are startin first thing tomorrow!
Not many new things are goin on so there's nothing realy to be that excited about. Mom & aunt sue called in for gallery tickets to
"Crossing over with John Edward"--I'd love to go since I used to watch that show every friggen day...lol...but they say u haveta be at least 18 to go :-\..eh o well maybe one day I'll go.
NoW fOr tHe iNeViTaBLe....QuiZ ReSuLtS...

Who’s YOUR Rocky Horror Alter-Ego?

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you live somewhere in
BETWEEN

you are stuck in between. you don't really like fantasy stories and you don't really like those boring non-fiction books either. you have a broad area of interest and is probably somewhat superstitious.</td>
take the where do you live? quiz by maikamariel

you're girl, interrupted. you're fun and friendly, and just a little bit crazy.

take the which prettie movie are you? quiz, a product of the slinkstercool community.

What
kind of clothes should I be wearing? by Evelyn

So yes...Sundays, for me, don't exist anymore these days. Hey! here's a thought...I mite be gettin a job at bLoCkBuStEr....yea, I mite be one of the best people to work there since, as V says,I can quote every movie that was like ever made...lol. So yea...that's my life so far--come back in a few days n see what else is goin on!
Til then...
*bE eXcELLeNt To EaCh OtHeR & PaRtY oN DuDeS!*
(RuFuS,Abe LiNcoLn,BiLL & TeD)
~"Bill & Ted's Excellent Adventure"
<3KaY

Current mood: bouncy

Current music: footloose(96.5 tHe PoiNt...BeSt Of ThE 80's & mOrE )

12:54PM - >*< ThOuGhTs & QuiZzEs, QuiZzEs & ThOuGhTs>*

..Well well...you never would've guessed that I'D be putting quiz results on my livejournal entries!!..
EnJoY eM!,Hopefully they'll be the last that I find. Some people have gambling problem~i have a test-taking problem! LoL...anything 2 kill the boredom I guess. Not interested in my results? At the end of this entry there's my actual entry! EnJoY :-D :-* :-D

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I'm Claire, who are you? by pickles!
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I'm sugar frosted Cunt-O's, what are you? by Riff Randall
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Current mood: chipper

Current music: "Don't you forget about me"~Simple Minds

2:46PM - More QuIzZeS & tHOuGhTs..

Well it's been days since I wrote in here last. Let me bring you up to speed once more with my life, summer, and thoughts--but first~i gotta get these quizzes in the journal before i forget...

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because i thought this picture was pretty, laura of mewing.net told me this: "it seems you enjoy dancing, drinking, eating, orgies, and expensive perfume. you're the type of person who buys brand-name socks--but you are also the type of person who has been electricuted by the toaster at least seven times. you were at the top of the class in elementary school, but faltered in junior high, because you didn't understand algebra. your favorite singer, suprisingly, is prince, and in your spare time you can be found tinkering with broken calculators and atari home videogame units."
whatever will laura tell you??

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Take Which
'fallen one' are you? Quiz by Xera
You are pretty and love to have fun, you know that and you know how to play your ace card. You're maybe not full of lust but you are definitely sexy and have all the potential to be a pro flirter.
Careful, you may end up hurting someone or even yourself like the fallen Asmodeus.
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...Alrite now that my psychoanalytical quizzes are finished....about my summer so far.
Bottom line--I need a job, or a hobby. I find myself sitting online for most of the day or sleeping when I don't even do anything! This is NOT what my summer will become ...I promise you that. So far I've gone to Seaside twice, the dawn not AS much suprizingly, 6 flags none which is quite a change from last year --(every week!)And I've had 2 parties every weekend. Sunday was Ant's grad party & all his friends and my extended family were here..80 some ppl I'm guessin~it was fun. We drank a little to celebrate & ended the nite watching ADULT SWIM (aqua teen hunger force was funni as hell that nite!) And I didn't go out of the house at all yesterday & Van & Joe came by around 10 which was cool cuz I was feelin a little under-the-weather anyway.Today, I'm determined to start my working-out and get outta the house for at least 4 hours...We shall see tho!!
Til next time~ACTUAL REALITY IS BETTER THAN VIRTUAL REALITY (nickelodeon commercial hehe)
<3KaY

Current mood: awake

Current music: KiLL tHe Rock --Mindless Self Indulgence

12:50PM - **QuiZtiMe VoL.II**

Not too much to say.. just read on & check these quizzes out! eNjOy! <3KaTe

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I am the princess (...with a pea)!

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I'm exceptionally artistic!

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Current mood: blank

Current music: new song on the radio...hmmmm

12:28PM - >*<12:30 >*

Well it's Monday & I've been up for about an hour now. It's a nice day outside so hopefully I'll get outta here sooner than later.Rang Jess up but she's still sleepin so to kill a little time I decided to come online. The usual people are on so I'm writing in here. I'm startin to get pretty hyper today just sitting here listening to the radio and just finished my oodles-of-noodles...o0oh yea~gotta love summertime. Out my window I can see my pool but I only really wanna go in when people are over & when I'm alone at home (like I am right now) I wanna be outta the house. Well--I'll write again when I have somethin to say!
Til next time~~LoTsA LoVe!!
*!* KaTe *!*

Current mood: peaceful

Current music: 80's ReMiXeS oN tHe RaDiO

12:36AM - ...*FuLL mOoN, MiDniTe,RaNdoM tHoUghTs...*

Well well where to begin?...
Wednesday nite was grad. & there were all different emotions at that ceremony. Mine consisted of pride & slight sadness but aBoVe all...pride. This is an extended congrats & good luck to all who graduated from all over!
After grad V and I decided to hit the St. Greg's carnival again. It was basically--the carnival & I took V on her first ride on the zipper which she loved :-D. Saw the usuals & all my kick-ass NhS people.The nite seemed quite short but Thursday made up for it.
On Thursday my Red Bank plans fell through but good 'ol Jessica invited me to go to Seaside with all of them for her birthday so Dana,Jeff,Cool Dave,and Steph swung by & got me. On the way there it was very random with me yelling sLaYeR at anyone not in a car numerous times including {exxon sucks,fake deer suck,cows rule,etc.} so yea randomness was the keyword on the ride to the beach. We got there and it was so beautiful so we layed for a minute or two but then ran into the ocean although it was quite cold. After a while Dana & I went to get some boardwalk fries..mmmm...hehe & then we went to the "hot showers" which were FAR FROM HOT as it turned out. Got a little bit of henna (that i could afford..hehe)a tank top & played a LOT of games.
When the sun went down Ryan & I decided to go into the arcade so he could show me a thing or two on 'pump it up' & all i can say is that the entire 7 months we dated I never knew he was such a good choreographed dancer..lol...but that's a story for another day. We also got into an interesting discussion walking on the more-or-less dark part of the boardwalk about...(yea okay that's kinda between me & him):-P...so when we finally found every1 we piled back into Dana's car for our venture home... and after an hour of sitting on Ryan's lap I was home to fall asleep & start another day.
Not much happened on Friday xcept the carnival where on the ride ther V suggested we do something that I never would've thought I'd hear her say in a million years. So the carnival was the carnival and that usuals were there & then I came home and went to bed.
Saturday went to Meg's party & swam/layed in the grass for a while/ate/conversed but pretty much felt like bein a little on the quiet side. Then went over to Chaz's party where I met people/danced/sang/played volleyball(or tried to)/went hot tubbing.By the way Chaz..the gift was no problem whatsoever :-D.Well since I had never been in there before I came out drained of absolutely everything & when I went home I couldn't do anything but pass out.
Which brings us to today..well..yesterday...Sunday.
Went online but I knew I absolutely had to get out there in that beautiful, bright sun so while I was talkin to Jess she invited me over so I went. I had a whole lot of random fun & afterwards, Dana dropped my by the Dawn where I met up with Joe,V,Chaz,Ari & Gary. Sat there for a while chattin & then Chaz,Ari,& Gary left while V,Joe and I stayed & chatted for a little while longer. I got dropped off & now I'm online...so that brings you up to speed on my life.
I realy love how everything's happening now. I don't think I ever want to go a day without being REALY tired before I go to bed. It kinda seems to me that if you go to bed & you're not tired you haven't gotten enough out of your day. Tomorrow I already have plans with Jess to go over to the park & stuff so that's already sounding like my day's gonna be fun. V gets outta work around 4:15 so we still have the nites (if she's not too tired)during the week.
I really need a job b'cause I really need $$ b'cause I need new guitar strings/want new clothes/ you cant really get these things without the almighty dollar. So I am on the job hunt once again but it's 12:30 now & I don't really want to think about working right now.
Til next time everyone...
<3KaY

Current mood: tired

Current music: ''close to me'' & ''eastern standard time'' ~getup kids

4:32PM

Which movie heroine are you?

Current mood: happy

Current music: 'wear sunscreen' & 'graduation song'

12:28AM - >*>MiDniTe ChAt <*

Tuesday....June 18th....2002.....12:30p.m~ and so I write.~~~
Today was another day except I found myself doing more & more sitting than anything else. School's out for the summer tomorrow & Graduation's tomorrow nite.. I can honestly say that while I know that I will definitely be in touch & hang out with my favorite seniors, my next two school years will be altered without seeing them every day. I'll deal though so it'll be fine :-D
Today, after skool, Katie CuBeD (me,bubb & guhl), Vicky P.,Nathan {naked b. arthur},and Nicole all god together & watched a few movies (Airheads, Jay & Silent Bob,etc.) Bubb had Nottingham nite & Vicky had to be home so then it was Katie squared,Nicole & Naked B. Arthur {which is Nate's new name}.After quite an invigorating discussion/time on the hammock, mama & daddy picked me up & an hour later, I was off once again....
Tonite I went to Urban Word with Joe & Vanity and saw Mike,Eric,Jeff & Bill(Bob)so we sat with them. Eric and Mike played a great set tonite and although some people didn't know what to think about
it..some new guys played a more-or-less NeW aGe number which I found to be quite interesting and artistic. Because of Joe's curfew, we got out of there after Mike & Eric played but still I got great vibes tonite from everyone so my nite at the Word was awesome!. :-D
This summer promises now to be one filled with spontaneous trips,parties,laughs, great friends & HoPeFuLLy ShOwS!!
HeHe OkAy guys I'm in quite the mood tonite now aren't I? I'll try to keep my hyperness to a dull ::rEoR::...how's that?hehe...Well hopefully tomorrow I'll get another chance to draw my little sprites(a.k.a. faeries) and guys on the board at skool-- ahh chalk drawings...nothin like em-hehe. Sidewalk chalk is definitley a must-have for a semi-cure of summer boredom.
NoTe 2 SeLf: pick up sidewalk chalk !*!
Well ladies and gentlemen 'tis time that I retire to my bedchamber.Farwell...wherefore I say farewell you ask?!? I am tired & that's all I'm gonna say hehe...
So MuCh LoVe ... <3KaY ....xoxo
*!*UpLiFtInG qUoTe oF ThIs EnTrY *!*
The photograph you hold is of days gone by. Don't rely on simply memories to make you happy.While they're great to have and reflect on, what matters is the here-and-now & very rarely do you find your future in your past! Live each moment as if it were your last & leave no room for regrets!

**NiTe NiTe & hAvE a pLeAsAnT ToMoRrOw**

Current mood: optimistic

Current music: humming random songs that pop into my head

1:37AM - >*QuiZtiMe*

iNtErEsTiNg....






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